a piece of my mind

#54 What goes around comes back around

Well, I am not a kid. I have done many things in my life which I am not so proud of now. But chuck it. I was a kid back then. I was young, I mean younger than now and stupid. Did many things, hurt many people. Never realising what I might be putting them through. The pain of being left off, being broke is really hurting. And I feel it today. This very moment, my very past haunted me but I never cared, but tonight, it took a form. This person mattered a lot to me. Gave me the feel of the cold. I begged, I cried, but that person didn’t trust me. For that person was one of the past. But I had seen differently, it was not as usual with this person.
Today, I felt the pain. I begged, I cried and I asked to come back. But no, I have to get the fruits for my sins. And I am. I have not been a great son, never been a great friend not a great brother. What the hell am I ? What the freaking fish is wrong with me? But anything was not intentional.
I just didn’t see this happening. I had taken myself far away from this world. I am lost. I need salvation. What do I do ?
I thought of the world, there are many who need love and care. Many children of god with no human parents, many children of gods with no son to take care of them. I decide to help them. Be useful. But before that, be a good son and brother. Not expecting them to realise it because I am a failure for them. But I will succeed in life itself. I will. The highest challenge of all. People of the future generations will know my name as the today which will be tomorrows history will remember my name in the books. Going to work for it. Without regretting the past that haunts me.
I will survive.

Feel free to say a hi or comment. Friends are always welcome.
With love and respect, Adha B-)

By A lost Soul at Sea

a passionate writer who also happens to be a mechanical engineer and a sailor

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